oh my love ..

God , why I still miss him ?
Sometime ,
when I'm looking for the new one , he come to my minds ..
oh damn , what's wrong with me ?
hey ex , where are u now ?
I know that , u never want to feel what I'm feeling now .

I already try , to live without u . .
and it works :D
but , 5 days later , I'm thinking about u again :(
I miss the moment when we're still together ,
still keep in touch , and anything about us .
Mm , this feeling really killing me softly 

Move on , and move on . .
all my friends maybe can say like that ,
but they can't feel , like what i feel .
because they're never feel the same situation ..
Oh God , I can't imagine if someday the person who I mean read this story ..
I can't imagine the expression from my ex , when he read all of this .

I swear he won't crying , maybe he just smiling . .
And say in his heart like this :
" oh my stupid ex girlfriend , why u still waiting for me ? Did u know , that I'm never thinking about u anymore .."
Haha ,
yes , I'm right !
I know boy , u will saying like that .

don't worry , I'm okay ..
and always be fine ..
u must know that :)
God , if he never be mine , please don't make me always waiting for his love anymore ..
Please give me strength to through all of these . .